I have forgotten how to write

blogging while having beer

I used to sit and write for hours.
Think, type, take notes on paper.
Think, type. Type.
But not anymore.
I have forgotten how to write.

No, it’s not a writer’s block.
I write all the time,
but I just don’t write for myself anymore.
That is the problem.

I used to sit and write for hours.
Stories, poems, essays,
and sometimes I would just play games.
I used to think,
type. Type.
But not anymore.

I only write for money now.
I don’t write for myself.
I’m sad.